As the season evolves into a whisper of cold I relax here amongst my blankets and cup of coffee, I watch the screen in ways that make me remember what I used to do.
We spend so much time remembering about what was before – our friends, our lovers, who we interacted within in this world. We back track on what used to be, digging up hurtful regrets and painful scenarios, instead of focusing on what could be and what is ahead.
We wonder on the whys (and those that say they never do are liars) and bounce the weariness of those times against our cortex trying to decipher. I, myself, go over and over again on what could have been. I can no longer dissect the memory, for the memory has been cut into such tiny molecular pieces that it can no longer be put back together. And still…there are no absolutes.
I see people when I’m out, especially those I had a road crossing with. Some of those people stayed within my reach for a while, our paths continuing to intercept on a continous basis, like a well worn bike path, others, I turned and walked a different route just to avoid. I would have to say that this life is just as hard as the real. We cannot avoid the people we wish to avoid, no matter how hard we try.
And for that, we’ll just continue on this path.
For credits and landmarks, see below ❤
Dress: =Zenith= Vintage Corset Dress in Milk / Miffyhoi Rosca *Shiny Shabby*
Headpiece: Bauhaus Movement – Yuka Headpiece – Yellow / Loulou Teichmann *The Season’s Story*
Mesh Head: [LeLutka] Mesh Head Karin V1.3 (w/expressions) / Jadenart
Mesh Head Appliers: Glam Affair – [LetLutka Heads] Eline Applier – Asia / Aida Ewing *NEW*
Hair: =DeLa= Naya / Kuranosuke Kamachi *Shiny Shabby*
Pose: an lar [poses] / Katya Valeska